WARNING: This article may not be for everyone to read due to SUICIDAL IDEATION and SELF–HARM  I had taken half a bottle of Benadryl and all 8 of the Xanax.  I made sure that both of my doors were locked and I even placed security bars at my door to…

I guess I should backtrack a bit and tell you how I ended up at my best friends house to begin with.  It’s a really difficult story for me and not one that I have really told often and probably never in any details.  Before we get into this, I…

I will be taking a short break during the holidays from posting. I wish everyone a Happy Holiday Season. Take some time to remember why we are really celebrating this time of year. Even set some goals for the New Year. If you have family make sure you spend a…

God always knows what is best for us, even when we think he doesn’t.  I was now 48 years old, mid life, with 2 tubes in my stomach, no job, no vehicle, and living in my best friends back bedroom.  How pathetic does it get?  That’s definitely how my mind…

It was Saturday evening and Monday was coming fast.  I still hadn’t felt like I had heard from the Lord about what I was doing here now.  I got my Bible and tucked into the bed with me.  You know sometimes if you just hold your Bible close to you,…

Hope you and your family have a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday and never forget why we celebrate this season. Psalm 136: 1 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His faithful love endures forever. God Bless you all.

 I heard a woman scream, but I wasn’t sure where it came from. It was me, but was it in my mind or did I actually scream.  I was in recovery.  I was waking up from my surgery. They had just placed the feeding tube. I didn’t want to look…

I was back in the emergency room. It had been about three weeks since I had started the erythromycin four times a day, and here I was in pain and vomiting.   It was a little bit over a month until my check up with my G.I. specialist and I…

November 8, 2024 You’re either in a valley or on a mountaintop, life doesn’t give you much in between time the way I see it.  That sure keeps it from being boring though.   If  really looked at it closely life is the great educator.  A person just needs to…

I want to say that I have always been strong in my faith, but that’s not true until now.  To be strong in my faith I had to be face to face with God, alone in a time of darkness and know that He alone is all I had, then…