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    Personally Known

    I have always considered myself an independent person. A person who could handle most things that she needed to on her own.  My parents raised me into that way of thinking.  Most of my adult life I worked two jobs to make sure there was enough money for me and…

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    The In Between

    I know you are immediately wondering, what is the In between?  When I looked this definition up in Oxford, it said “situated somewhere between two extremes or recognized categories”. I have never really been good at life in the in between. I love a plan. I love stability.  All of…

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    The Overdose Scene

    WARNING: This article may not be for everyone to read due to SUICIDAL IDEATION and SELF–HARM  I had taken half a bottle of Benadryl and all 8 of the Xanax.  I made sure that both of my doors were locked and I even placed security bars at my door to…

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    Backtrack

    I guess I should backtrack a bit and tell you how I ended up at my best friends house to begin with.  It’s a really difficult story for me and not one that I have really told often and probably never in any details.  Before we get into this, I…

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    Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

    I will be taking a short break during the holidays from posting. I wish everyone a Happy Holiday Season. Take some time to remember why we are really celebrating this time of year. Even set some goals for the New Year. If you have family make sure you spend a…

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    Not My Way

    God always knows what is best for us, even when we think he doesn’t.  I was now 48 years old, mid life, with 2 tubes in my stomach, no job, no vehicle, and living in my best friends back bedroom.  How pathetic does it get?  That’s definitely how my mind…

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    Monday was Coming

    It was Saturday evening and Monday was coming fast.  I still hadn’t felt like I had heard from the Lord about what I was doing here now.  I got my Bible and tucked into the bed with me.  You know sometimes if you just hold your Bible close to you,…

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    Happy Thanksgiving

    Hope you and your family have a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday and never forget why we celebrate this season. Psalm 136: 1 Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His faithful love endures forever. God Bless you all.

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    Drawing A Blank

     I heard a woman scream, but I wasn’t sure where it came from. It was me, but was it in my mind or did I actually scream.  I was in recovery.  I was waking up from my surgery. They had just placed the feeding tube. I didn’t want to look…